urgh, it's my birthday, i wish it wasn't

I really hate being single.

http://redroomies.com/forum

sorry for my fuckediness

board up and running.

i hate the cold weather, i hate winter.

IT WILL BE A SOLO SHOW! JUST ME!!!!!!!!

I have been asked by Albany's known modern abstract artist, Tommy Watkins. He is known by all who is in the art scene of Albany. A board member at the UAG (United Artist Guild) I am a full member (meaning I pay dues) Tommy at UAG
Tommy at Myspace (his offical site is under construction) So if you stop by his places, do tell him thanks for choosing me!

New Year's Day I will be dropping off at least 8 pieces to Tommy at The Wine Bar and Bistro Another artist will be displayed but it will be only the two of us! So more pieces, new location, new faces to be seen. This place is for people who enjoy wine and have money! So cross your fingers that something sells! So this is like the pretty huge for me, tomorrow I have to bus my butt to get everything ready. Negatives to be scanned, prints to be made, matting to be done! Then framing. I have three days I can do this. It will be worth it.
me at UAG

oh by the way, I am back in Troy, NY

"Losers always whine about their best, Winners go home and fuck the porm queen"
Sean Connery, The Rock.

somethings i learned at work

DDFD means Done Done Fucking Done

BFE means Bum Fucking Egypt


for example ..

I want it DDFD!!!!

Where did the crane go? BFE!

back from Beijing

i'm a complete failure
30, single and completely alone.


i have yet again failed at life.


fuck the travel and my career .. the only thing i cant have is love.

I am delighted that Obama won. He was my chosen one.

I've been living in Malaysia for a month now.

Americans HAVE no freaking clue how good they have it. I respect all religions. I work with Muslims all the time here. They are very kind people to be in contact with. Even tho I dont agree with the entire religion, I have to live by some of their rules here. America, you don't know how good you have it.
By living here it's has opened my eyes even more. I wish more Americans would travel outside the USA. To many naive people there. I do meet a lot of people during my travels. Hollywood has poisoned how the outside people view America. They really have no idea about the real problems within. At the same time, I wish many Americans would think for themselves, and not follow what the media tells them. Must kill your television!!!!

I'm actually a Libertarian. I live for the change. Not for old traditions that has proven not to work in today's times.

Californians! Thanks for Prop 2!!!!!

But sad to see the Ban on same sex marriage. It's really a pity that people in the offices have to rule on a marriage between two people. I thought religion and state was suppose to be separate???? I guess NOT! I think God was a homo, he never married ... had kids .. ???? hahaha wouldn't be the day when you arrive at the pearly gates and find out all what you believed in was bunch of horse shit?? ahahahaha Live your life! Not by what others tell you!

why do college hire idiots to run their admin offices???

staying longer now in malaysia hopefully will get my own apartment and car
anyone can visit if they want!

39 days till i go home

Arrived in Malaysia

my malaysia blog

http://www.flickr.com/photos/katiegail/2907098944/

I am home, been home for a week tonight. I only have two more days here. I am not ready to leave, but traveling to Malaysia is exciting in it's self. And I'll be taking so many more photos. There is no lens I will not be bringing with me, because I dropped it! :( it still works but not 100% so I will look into getting it fixed. VERY stupid on my part, so I'll bring my zoom spare. Kinda odd to be in my office here, seems like I was missed. My ACAD knowledge was missed. So today, I was answering a lot of questions. Which is cool, I miss people asking! I'm practicing on working better with others. Turns out I don't work well with others, but I think some poeple say it because I don't work well with them, and I have very good reason not too! I can't be fake. It's not true to yourself. Last night, I watached this new show called Fringe, kinda like CSI sci fi kind of show. Wouldn't it be cool to take train across the states? I want to do that at least once in my life. I have done the driving thing, now I want to train it. Flying, did that many times so I'm covered.

Photos uploaded!

Just two more nights in Germany. Then home! I so can't wait for friday morning when I wake up for the first time, and see that I am in my own bed and can go back to sleep with my kitties with me.
And of course waking up next to mister man.

I really want to go home now. Mainly because the or the people I have to work with. Half of them are completely annoying. the chick who sits next to me always asks me to turn down my music for fucks sake! I can hear the metal coming out of the guy across form her YET she doesn't ASK him to turn it down! WTF lady!

It's just been so much bullshit here with these folks. It's like my only complaint about being here. I am so glad I do not work with any of them back in the states. So I have been for nearly 3 months sucking it up and just deal with it since it's not forever, but I am so done sucking it up! I am ready to kick someone's ass.